To us my dear friend, It looks like you've just left us becuase you like the purps. Like we're not good enough, too crap. You can't wait for the guild to become good. It doesn't work like that.
I am in no state and have no presence of mind to ask, demand or beg you to stay, if you really want to go then go, but give it some sleep yeah - it's not too late to ask to have your characters put back in the guild - IS IT, Grim